As usual, I woke up early in the morning (6am) and left the house early early just to avoid the fu*cking heavy traffic..
But today a bit different, cos I still need to fetch my gf's sister to Serdang(UPM student) before reach TPM.
By the time reach her home, it was about 7.15am already, then I get stuck in the jamming at Serdang there...
The jam was fu*cking so long and about 8.10am I get through the jam and it was like a big release...
Too bad, my mood was totally screwed! No matter how my gf tried so hard to calm me down or tried to make me happier a little bit, useless...I'm so fucked up and even released my tension to my gf. Indirectly, I screwed up her Monday morning too...
We both had a bad Monday morning.
When in the office, I started greet ppl and returned them with a smile.
I have to do so.....
It's a manner.
Then I come out with this idea.
"I dunwan to be ur lover or ur family members! Being ur frens or even colleagues are much much better, at least they get ur smile and greet."
I feel so regret for what I did.....
Y I dun try to be nice with her?
Most of the time, when we face sth that not as what we expected, we get angry, moody, and we just release those anger to our family members...to our love ones...
Do u release those anger and tension to ur frens or colleagues?
Yea..cos they are those who close to us, love us very much and always forgive what we did, no matter what...
But, aren't ur family or love ones should deserve to get better treatment from u ???
p/s: After she dropped me down at TPM, then she drove away...I start regretting for what I did just now. Touch wood..how if something real bad happen to her and that was the last time we met each other?(*touch wood again) I dunwan to be like this...I so scare at that time until she called me and informed me that she reached office already..Luckily everything was just fine. --Be good with family and the love ones--.
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It is funny, everyone says my dad is such a nice guy and we are so lucky to have him at home. But my dad is only nice to people outside and release his tension at home. Muahaha...
Maybe this is the mentality of man?
For their face value?
Or they think only in front of their families and love ones they can be their "true self"?
Well, did u apologize to your gf in the end? Haha, maybe is time to buy flowers, chocolates or romantic dinner tonight... :P
well.. i totally agree with you.. and I have to say I am sometimes like this as well.. and I have the exact same thoughts all the time.. that isn't it much better to just be my frens.. rather than being my bf or family members.. but I guess they are the ones we wish that they will be able to sayang us back.. understand us and console us back.. weird but true..
princess eileen --> Ooo..so r u telling me that mostly guys will behave like this only? Hmm..true also, my dad also like ur dad, his frens are all so happy with him and saying he's such Mr.Nice guy all d time but when at home..kinda hard to communicate and always mad at us..
By d way, I'm new generation guy and I already apologized to her. :D
jolcy --> Weird fact but true..We seem like more scare of losing frens than losing love ones...Sometimes we treat love from family and lover are something that "I deserve to have" and not appreciate at all. Haha..looks like this not happens among guys only~jolcy also acts like this...or...u r half-breed??jjk :P
Well, usually men cant show anger in their office, or else boss will get angry and he'll be out of job. Or maybe it isnt cool to throw your temper at work with all the colleagues watching over you. Only way to release them is at home... cos they think that women would ALWAYS be UNDERSTANDING, loving, caring and would pardon their behavior-MY-ASS.
Luckily so far, my dad is not like that, when he has a bad day, he'll keep it to himself and let it dissolve slowly through the day, well unless either one of us siblings wrong timing terkacau his mood, the we'll kena abit la. LOL
My hubby in the other hand would be
in a very irritated mood. He would come home and complain to me, not throw his anger out, but to complain and hope for a consoling advice from me.
This wan nomal wan. ladies have their 'month-end', we guy also have our bad day! But usually a good meal will solve all the prolem! For ladies just gave her ur CC & let her spend! Have a nice day!
everyone have their own bad days. only shared those sweet memories? if dun have bad times how you know thats the sweet times you have?
but its kinda harsh if you said that you dont want to be her lover and wanted to be frens or co workers instead. i dont agree that you simply choose a bad day and voice out such things.
Summer Snow --> U totally get me wrong!! Please dun misunderstand this! What I mean is, with my attitude that only lepas geram to family and lover but not to frens or colleagues, aren't my family and lover will think be my frens or colleagues better? Cos at lease I will still smile and greet but not lepas geram. =___="
Evie --> U surely have a nice and good anger management dad. I live in a family that my father will just makin us feel scare and not comfortable when he's at home...seriously. But he's my dad and I love him.
Most of the guys wont speak out what bothering them, just mayb will release their temper in not proper way. U got a nice hubby too~that willing to let u share his thoughts. Appreciate that lor~hahaha
Horny AngMoh --> =______=""
True also....but just give them our CC??no way~too dangerous...will pok gai wan! hahaha
What you say is very true. Those close to us that we see almost everyday, we tend to take them for granted easily if compared to normal friends or colleagues. Often we put our friends as a higher priority than our family members even though we know that our family are the ones who love us the most.. do you agree?
yeah we often take the ppl closest to us for granted.. :( have to constantly jaga-jaga not to fall into that trap
jason --> totally agree man! U get my point. From now on, right b4 i get sleep, must think "Do I did sth that hurts my love ones today?"
sca1lywag -->
What we did we can't turn back time and make it like nothin happened. Preventing this happen again is the best. :P
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